Pain is the Price of Love

I Would Face Hell A Thousand Times To Bring You Back. 

You were Perfect. 

You were Enough. 

You were everything I wanted. 

I am sorry I didn't say it enough. 

 

I wish they Took 

Me with You 

For This World 

Was Never Kind. 

I look at myself. 

And I only see a shadow. 

A grainy Glimpse 

A Lifeless haze

For I lost my soul with you.

 

I wish 

I could say Sorry 

Till my breath halts 

I am Sorry. I am really, really sorry. 

 

I regret those times 

When I stayed silent 

While you suffered

I am sorry for not protecting you. 

 

I look back 

And it was always us, together.

Now I am lost,

In a scary maze of uncertainty.

I need you. 

 

I sleep 

I walk 

I eat 

But I don’t feel anymore.

 

I feel jealous of souls 

Who have each other 

Who play and smile at each other 

Who worry about each other. 

I am sorry, You are alone there.